In 2017, I set the
goal for myself of publishing two Bridgeton Park Cemetery books in one year.
This may not sound like a huge accomplishment compared to the most productive
writers I know and know of: Stephen King, Megg Jensen, Mark Dawson, my own good
friend Terri Reid. But for me that was a huge, huge accomplishment, seeing as
how it used to take me about three years to finish one book. I know, I know;
prolific is not my middle name.
So I did it. I wrote
and released two books in 2017. And in 2018, I found myself to be completely
wordless. As in, the reservoir was temporarily empty. I am blown away by
writers who can put work out as rapidly as they do. I am not among their
number. After I finish a novel, I normally need some time to recover. “Some
time” can be anywhere from a few weeks to a few months. I just need that much
time to recharge. I guess it takes that long to replenish the part of me that
goes into writing the book because I do use up some of me with every book I
write. I wish it was as easily replaced as electrolytes, but whatever it is, it
isn’t. Easily replaced, that is.
Thus, my BPC entry
for 2018 was mondo late. There is no other way to put it. Originally I meant to
have it out in May because then I figured I’d get that second book out in
October, just like in 2017. Not so much. Then I thought I’d make it by July.
Nope. And then I began to realize, this
thing won’t be ready until Halloween and if I make that, it’ll be a small
miracle. I was lucky: I got my miracle, and She Weeps saw the light of day in October.
Maybe what helped was
co-authoring a book with Terri. Our little tome, Ghosts, Graves, and Groves went live in September and I think
having a book out with my name on it, even though it wouldn’t have happened
without Terri, took some of the pressure off me. It let me relax just a little
bit and once that happened, writing the last third of She Weeps came a bit easier. Because while the writing can come
very easily, there are also times when putting down each word is like
extracting my own teeth with a pair of pliers: great effort and a lot of pain.
So now I am looking
into the open expanse of 2019 and wondering what that will bring. I have the
beginnings of Cassie’s and Michael’s next adventure. I also have the beginnings
for another book, one I’ve had in my head for a long time (read: years) and am
beginning to wonder if I should actually commit to writing. If I do that, this
would be another two-book year. But with two different sets of characters. I
wonder if that will make the process different for me. Maybe less taxing? Maybe
more so? I guess I won’t know about that unless I try.
So in the meantime, I
need to clear my office, clear my head, and find more writing music. Because
January is about to hit and when it does, I hope to look at that blank screen
and find the opening words for my next written offering.
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